Always waiting.
You know you're running out of time, but you can't do anything about it.
You put in 101% effort to do something, but it's still your fault and your loss when the something never becomes anything.
You run, huff and puff in a race to realize that everyone is already at the finishing line.
You fell into a well but passersby think the well is a trash bin for some reason and dumped garbage into it.
You feel frustrated.
my dear visa letter, woncha come to me faster?? puh-lease, i beg of you.